Today

It's a bad day. I went to bed with a headache, and woke up with it to. Oh no here we go again.

Frustrated to tears.

OK anyone who knows me knows that if I get really angry or frustrated I can't help but cry. Lately stuff with work has been stressful. I don't even know what's going on. No one will talk to me me and that upsets me even more. I'm just here. Doing what I am supposed to be doing every day. Keeping my mouth shut. Every time I open it I either get an answer that pretty much says I'm stupid and don't know what I'm talking about or I get someone mad at me for even asking or then again I just get silence in return. Makes for a great work day. No one talks to me unless I have done something wrong lately. I don't know how to fix it. Every day I am afraid that I am going to get fired. I know if they have to cut back it would be me that would go. I was told along time ago that if they had to choose between me and ***** they would choose ***** every time. That's a great feeling to have every single day. It's so frustrating to be treated like I don't know anything, but that's how it's been going. That's how I see it continuing to go for a long time in the future...

Good Old Days...

The good old days... you always hear stories about the good old days, when cokes were a nickle or candy was a penny well I don't remember those days. I don't even remember a coke being less than fifty cents but this was me... in the good old days. I don't really know how old I was. The package the pic was in said 1990 but I look younger than 8. Oh what I wouldn't give to have that long blond hair again!

It's been a long couple of weeks here. Bryan and I have both been working a lot. Last weekend we both worked Saturday and then cleaned house almost all day Sunday. No more dog hair tumble weeds or spider wed attacks in the kitchen doorway. We got this carpet powder stuff that you sprinkle on then vacuum up, and even though we have hardwood floors we still have a couple large rugs and 1 bedroom with carpet where the dogs like to hang out. I highly recommend this stuff for anyone with dogs. Our house smells so tropically fresh now. It's made by Glade. We even put some under our couch cushions. Yes we vacuum the couch. I know we're weird. After all the cleaning we had a BBQ. Burgers and Brats, potato salad, macaroni salad, baked beans, onions lettuce tomato the works. Bryan grilled for us. He's a great griller.

I have begun to notice how much I miss my friends. We haven't gotten the chance to go to Hot Springs since early May to see anyone and I really miss everyone. Hopefully before long we will get to go down for a weekend and hang out. It seems like everyone is just so busy these days and then when they aren't busy they are exhausted from being so busy. When will it ever slow down? I wish work would pick up and life would slow down! If anyone can figure out how to make this happen please let me know!!!

Bad Week

Last week, well the end of last week was a bad week. Thursday I got up for work and had a headache. By the time I got to work I was so dizzy I couldn't stand it and by the time I got in the door at work I took off running for the bathroom to puke. After laying on the bathroom floor at work for a while I finally got Bryan to take me to the Dr for a shot then home to bed. Well like a trend I have been noticing lately, the headache got progressively worse instead of better. He took me to the ER got a shot there then back home to bed again. Woke up, guess what, yep it was worse again. I decided if I was going to have to be out in public again sick I needed to take a shower. BAD IDEA! I ended up falling out of the shower and hitting my head (face) on the toilet. Yes I know how horrible that sounds, our bathroom is really small so it's really not that bad. Don't think I blacked out but it really hurt. I called Bryan and told him what happend, he came home, my left eye was turning black, he took me back to the ER and I got some cocktail of pain killers and went home and slept again. Woke up about 7:30 Saturday morning and still have the stupid headache. So it's now Monday and Bryan has made me an appointment at the headache clinic for 3 this afternoon. I was just there LAST MONDAY! I know my Dr is not going to be very happy with me :( I really wish we could figure out why I have such bad headaches and figure out how to fix them. I am really getting tired of having them so often! I know today he will want to do a CT and probably a MRI. YEAH! There's money I hadn't planned on spending! Oh well if it helps get the problem fixed right?

Home Sweet Home

Well vacation's over. :( It was fun while it lasted. I spent more time actually on the beach and in the water this year than I have in the last 5-6 years. Everyday we were out on the beach, in the sun and at least every other day we were in the water. It was a blast! No sun burns, except my Aunt but I really think she did it on purpose. We got to do everything we wanted (well most everything) The food was great. I would go back just to eat chicken at the Steamer again. It was sooooo tasty. If I can some how figure out how to make it, I think Bryan and I will have it every week! We got several souvenirs, currently I am wearing my new Lulu's shirt and drinking out of my new Gulf Shores insulated cup that my Dad got me. All in all it was the best trip we have had in years! Ali had fun, she actually got to go out and play in the water this year, we brought home lots of shells for the first time since Bryan and I started going, we got to take naps everyday some days more than once, we came home with clean laundry, got to watch our weekly shows and got to hang out with just the family. It was really nice. My Mom took some really wonderful pic's of Bryan and I out on the beach one evening at sunset. I will try my best to get them posted before too long. (She still has them) So this year's vacation definatly gets a giant A+

Can't wait until next year!!! Same time, Same place!!! YEAH!

2 More Days!

2 more days until we leave for GS. Now is when I start getting really excited. I have my lists made, I have 95% of the laundry done, we have the dogs schedule taken care of, I'm almost done. I know that Bryan gets tired of me asking all the time if he knows what he's taking, if he knows what we're going to drive, if he know's what route we are taking but that's just me. I'm a list making, pack ahead of time, know everything about where we're going, get it over with and done kind of person. I would rather be packed a week before if I could. Drives him crazy though. I always have this fear of going some where, getting there and realizing I have forgotten something important that I can't replace while I'm gone like my glasses or my meds. So therefore I make a list, I pack with my list checking off everything on my list as I go and then when we repack to come home I get my list out and pack with it again and check off as I go again. It works well for me. Thankfully when we return from our vacation I won't be quite as particular with my list and packing. As long as I can get it all back into the bag it came in we're good.

SO 2 more long days and then we are off TO THE BEACH! YEAH!!!

FACTS ABOUT MY LIFE...

OK so I stole this one from my sisters blog but since I doubt that she even knows I have a blog I don't feel the least bit bad! Here goes...

Facts About My Life:
I met my husband online.
We have 2 great dog-children Coda Bear and Tweeder Bob.
I am a southern girl married to a yankee. Go Figure!
I do not like hot weather. I don't like being hot period!
Bryan and I work together and live together with little amount of fighting.
I never graduated from college, but I do miss being there.
I am a tv junkie. Almost every night I have something that I watch EVERY week.
I don't like that my nieces and nephews live in other towns but then again we are the ones that moved.
I have been a lot of places and seen a lot of things growing up (Thanks Mom and Dad!)
I was once a radio DJ
I'm horrible at math.
I really want to go to NYC.
I don't sleep as much as people think I do!
I have never been in a Toys R Us with my parents!
I love my job, yet don't always like the people I work with (that's gonna happen everywhere)
I work for my parents.
I miss being a server (sometimes)
I have one older sister.
I love pasta.
I also love potatoes.
I do most of the cooking at our house, but Bryan is a great help.
I am a very pick eater.
My sister and I are completely different on Bananas, I love them and my husband hates them. She hates them but her husband likes them.
Pumpkin Pie is my most favorite dessert ever.
I eat/drink nothing with caffeine.
I hate drinking water while i eat. It makes my food taste funny.
I have read any of the Twilight books but I love the story!
I should read them one day.
I like to make lists when going out of town and I like to make a schedule and stick to it!
Despite what people think, I am not on the computer that much.
I would love to go to Italy some day.
I have never been out of the country.

Things I Want to do Before I Turn 30:
Go to Disney World
Take a train excursion overnight.
Go to NYC
Have Kids
Visit my family in CA again.
Take a Gourmet Cooking Class
Take a Pottery Class
Take a Stained Glass Making Class
Force my husband to go to a Hogs game.
Have all my family together at my house. In-Laws included!
Take a flying lesson.


Things I Want to do Before I Turn 40:
Swim with Dolphins
Take my husband surfing in Hawaii.
Go to Ireland
Take a Second Honeymoon. (to Hawaii)
Have another child.
Have my own professional Digital Camera.
Try to have my house payed for.
Have my niece come stay at my house.