Today

It's a bad day. I went to bed with a headache, and woke up with it to. Oh no here we go again.

Frustrated to tears.

OK anyone who knows me knows that if I get really angry or frustrated I can't help but cry. Lately stuff with work has been stressful. I don't even know what's going on. No one will talk to me me and that upsets me even more. I'm just here. Doing what I am supposed to be doing every day. Keeping my mouth shut. Every time I open it I either get an answer that pretty much says I'm stupid and don't know what I'm talking about or I get someone mad at me for even asking or then again I just get silence in return. Makes for a great work day. No one talks to me unless I have done something wrong lately. I don't know how to fix it. Every day I am afraid that I am going to get fired. I know if they have to cut back it would be me that would go. I was told along time ago that if they had to choose between me and ***** they would choose ***** every time. That's a great feeling to have every single day. It's so frustrating to be treated like I don't know anything, but that's how it's been going. That's how I see it continuing to go for a long time in the future...

Good Old Days...

The good old days... you always hear stories about the good old days, when cokes were a nickle or candy was a penny well I don't remember those days. I don't even remember a coke being less than fifty cents but this was me... in the good old days. I don't really know how old I was. The package the pic was in said 1990 but I look younger than 8. Oh what I wouldn't give to have that long blond hair again!

It's been a long couple of weeks here. Bryan and I have both been working a lot. Last weekend we both worked Saturday and then cleaned house almost all day Sunday. No more dog hair tumble weeds or spider wed attacks in the kitchen doorway. We got this carpet powder stuff that you sprinkle on then vacuum up, and even though we have hardwood floors we still have a couple large rugs and 1 bedroom with carpet where the dogs like to hang out. I highly recommend this stuff for anyone with dogs. Our house smells so tropically fresh now. It's made by Glade. We even put some under our couch cushions. Yes we vacuum the couch. I know we're weird. After all the cleaning we had a BBQ. Burgers and Brats, potato salad, macaroni salad, baked beans, onions lettuce tomato the works. Bryan grilled for us. He's a great griller.

I have begun to notice how much I miss my friends. We haven't gotten the chance to go to Hot Springs since early May to see anyone and I really miss everyone. Hopefully before long we will get to go down for a weekend and hang out. It seems like everyone is just so busy these days and then when they aren't busy they are exhausted from being so busy. When will it ever slow down? I wish work would pick up and life would slow down! If anyone can figure out how to make this happen please let me know!!!